Good morning- I have been in a major funk the last few days. I know that I am being tested in my life, learning patience. I am trying so hard to learn and grow spiritually. To not make the mistakes I've made in the past. I've always tried to make whatever I wanted "right", mostly in relationships, rather than waiting for what God wants me to have. Thus, failed relationship after failed relationship. I am tired of being alone, tired of feeling like the 3rd wheel everywhere I go. Now I know that I am blessed beyond measure, I have more people that love me than I can even count,I have the BEST 3 children in the world, but you know what I mean!! It's not the same. We were not meant to be alone. But it needs to be the right person, the person GOD wants for me and I just need to be patient and wait.......and who knows how long I will have to??? That is a hard lesson for me!! I want it now!! So anyway, I am in a funk!!! It seems like everyone around me has someone and they are all telling me to find the joy and beauty in today and yes!! they are right but it's SO easy for them to say right??? Pray for me. Pray for me to have strength and courage and patience. Pray for me to live beyond my feelings.
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