Faith

God uses ALL things for good.  I need to remind myself of that sometimes.  Anyone who knows me knows that I am waiting, trying to be patient, to find love.  I have grown leaps and bounds in my spiritual life.  I feel closer to God than I ever have before.  God has used this time of waiting in my life to bring me closer to Him.  I am having to really learn and live trust and faith in God's timing. I don't want anything other than what God wants for me and ONLY when He thinks I am ready for it.  Once you really accept that in your heart you can totally relax.  I am not in control, God is and THANK GOD FOR THAT!!!!  I have made a mess of anything I tried to control.  Just a little positive affirmation for myself, I think I am finally on the right path :)